In all our sanctuaries we sit at risk
  • I See Everywhere the False

     

    I see everywhere the false, the masked,

    the sleek and hollow,

    the bought and the creatured.

     

    Their words twist the wind

    tug at my mind

    and steal from me

    the hymns of my life

    the sacred.

     

    True words die

    the moment

    they pass between

    these creatures’ teeth.

     

    Humanity is on the run.

    It has taken cover.

    How can we survive

    this empire of the creature

    and the lie ?

     

                                                    Rogan Wolf
                                                    July 2014

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  • Did someone turn the lights off ?

    Last week-end, on Saturday 21st, mid-summer’s day, there was a demonstration in London involving 50,000 people. They were demonstrating against the “austerity cuts” of the UK’s Coalition Government. The police reported no arrests. It started just outside the BBC’s Broadcasting House and finished just outside the Houses of Parliament, two places closely associated with free speech and accountability, essential elements of a living democracy.

    The word “demonstration” means literally “a showing.”  But a “showing” can only be truly accomplished if it is seen. There have to be witnesses present who broadcast reliably what was before their eyes. Then there has to be an audience available who want to listen and understand.

    By that measure, the event on mid-summer’s day almost never happened, whatever those 50,000 people must have felt and seen and heard, whatever their reasons for being there under the mid-summer sun. For no newspaper except The Guardian seems to have reported the demonstration. And the BBC seemed to have been looking away from its own doorstep. How ? Why ? What is happening at the BBC ?

    (A short and rather scant film without commentary went up on the BBC London website some time during the following day for a few hours, almost as if in apology. Here is the link : http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-london-27962963 But I think my question is still valid. What is happening at the BBC ? Et tu, Brute ?)

    A demonstration of 50,000 people in the capital is an event that matters across the nation. But it is possible that this failure to report it matters even more, its implications dire. The demonstration was a protest against disgraceful things being done to the poorest and most vulnerable members of our Society, by our own government, with our apparent assent. We need to address and face up to what is being done to our own people. This lack of notice by the media leaves them yet further cast out.

    Thank you, The Guardian. Here was an example of a genuinely Free Press doing its work, recording and publishing issues that matter to us all. The work looks to be getting lonely.

    Here are some links to more of the Free Press, doing lonely good work on behalf of our integrity :

    http://diaryofabenefitscrounger.blogspot.co.uk/2014/06/open-letter-to-bbc.html

     http://mikesivier.wordpress.com/2014/06/21/bbc-and-press-ignore-massive-demonstration-against-austerity-in-london/

    And here is some short film of the event, I assume taken by a bystander : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrwt_bcKmYI

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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  • Travels of the Last Emperor

    I wrote “Travels of the Last Emperor” at different times over a period of around twenty years. It is made up of five poems of varying length. This spring 2014, a friend filmed me reading them in Mallorca, in an old monastery on top of a hill. You  can access the film here on You-tube. To make it as visible as we can, we have also put it at the top right of this site’s home page.  There it will stay put, as this post heads downwards. The film lasts for about half an hour. I feel it more or less speaks for me and I take real pleasure in it. I hope that people will give it their time.

    You can find the written text by clicking here on the title :  Travels of the Last Emperor.

    What is the poem about ? It centres on an historical figure, the last Emperor of Byzantium, who died defending the walls of Constantinople, when at last it fell half way through the fifteenth century. Constantinople was founded by the Roman Emperor Constantine and replaced Rome as the Empire’s capital. From this more eastern centre of gravity, Byzantine gradually replaced Roman and Greek replaced Latin, but for centuries through the Middle Ages, an essential Roman inheritance and foundation and continuity remained beside the Bosporus. The last Emperor’s death brought the Roman/ Byzantine story finally to an end, while making possible the great Islamic city of Istanbul.

    But I suggest that the main point of the poem is not in its historical details. Its significance belongs in the present. Like the walls of Constantinople, that great medieval city, capital and archive of a way of life become slowly insufficient, our own walls no longer hold good. Our children are not safe here. We endanger them by staying as we are and living the way we do. We must seek a new City, a new way of being, which will nurture the Earth and offer hope to our children.

    Therefore, the last Emperor, fox between fences, is also a kind of pilgrim, a King Lear disinherited and in search.

    Is Barak Obama another last emperor, horrendously beset, seeking new shapes among the ruins, routes to a future  ?

    Or maybe the image of the emperor bereft of his city applies to each one of us. For it is the fact that, in this era, all of us were born to a world that no longer exists. In my own lifetime, the world has changed many times over. The walls keep falling. The emperor keeps wandering.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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  • Our present democracies will not rescue us from ourselves.

    For the young, it will already seem a long time ago that the Soviet Communist bloc effectively closed down, its remarkable leader Mikhail Gorbachev introducing “Perestroika,” its various constituent states, including Russia itself, “giving way” to democracy in remarkably quick succession. A major symbol of that dramatic and joyful time was the destruction of the Berlin Wall in 1990. As its concrete blocks were knocked away and Berliners came together across this unnatural division now defunct, the whole world seemed to shift on its axis. No longer would it revolve around West vs East, USA vs USSR, with everyone else cowering beneath those two appalling shadows. Europe too was now a different entity, part of a new and wider world dispensation and a more complex balance of forces.

    Things rush on. Horrors old and new preoccupy us these days, but we should not forget the euphoria and hope of that time of nearly 25 years ago when the Cold War ended. Myself no longer young, brought up in the Cold War’s shadow, I remember its conclusion as a still recent wonder and the relief that followed, however temporary, remains palpable.

    But of course there were all sorts of different ways one could understand the extraordinary events of 1990. The UK Prime Minister, the late Margaret Thatcher, took a characteristically gung-ho line. “We” had “won.” “They” had “lost.” Yah-boo. Good had triumphed over Evil, Light over Dark. She trumpeted a victory.

    A very different approach was taken by the UK Roman Catholic Archbishop of the time, the late Basil Hume.

    In a speech delivered that same year, (his introductory address to the Ampleforth Conference, 1990) he in effect rebuked Thatcher for her puerile triumphing. It was simply not true that one system had proved itself the right one, or even that some sort of victory had taken place, along with some sort of defeat. The Archbishop said that, whatever their obvious and profound differences, merits and demerits, extents and limits of human rights or abuse etc, both “are economic, political and social systems that have failed signally to befriend humanity and to reverence and respect individual dignity. At the same time, and consistently, they have adopted similar attitudes towards nature and the environment. They have been aggressive, insensitive and short-sighted.” Both systems were thus failures and a threat to Creation. The fact that the Eastern Empire had now fallen meant simply that one failed and brutal project had hit the buffers a little earlier than the other.

    Was the Archbishop right ? Personally I believe so, and as a citizen of the UK, whose civilisation is presently being dismantled by Thatcher’s heirs, in terms both of structures and moral values, with little learned from the international banking disaster of 2008, I believe further falls and collapses are imminent and the need for new answers across the board has become desperate. For our survival’s sake we need to up our game.    

    I am hopelessly ill-equipped to see much further than this, let alone propose concrete or detailed answers to all the obvious questions. But if we say, summarising radically, that the Soviet bloc worked, and failed to work, through excessive reliance on an unaccountable and brutal State ; and Democracy as envisaged by the present Right Wing works, and fails to work, through excessive license given to the unaccountable and brutal Individual, then perhaps we can catch a glimpse of what has to follow, for our survival‘s sake.

    None of the old forms seem adequate to the task. But some essential principles that led to those forms must surely be re-visited.

    What is this world? What aske men to have?” (Arcite, The Knight’s Tale, Geoffrey Chaucer). Across contemporary Society, it continues acceptable and is even seen as commendable for individuals to seek to realise themselves and achieve social standing and “success” by pursuing and accruing gross and superfluous material wealth and the trappings and comforts such wealth makes possible, however excessive and divisive these must inevitably be. Is Greed and Envy the engine, then, which powers Democracy and protects our Freedoms, the Rights of Man ? Is this what the various faiths propound for humankind ?

    But, if not this, if not Greed, Envy, irresponsible exploitation and acquisition, without concern for wider or future cost, what else might we be alive for ? And how can social structures that promote a higher, more responsible and care-filled state of being, a higher set of aspirations, be protected ?

    I shall turn for my conclusion to a literal example which I see also as a metaphor. I cannot do better.

    The public park. It is a pleasant place. The soil is rich there and the flowers are carefully tended. There are expanses of grass to lie and play on. The grass is glossy in the evening sun. 

    We take our dogs walking in the park. They rush about joyfully, chasing one another, chasing the balls or sticks we throw for them. And they defecate joyfully before rushing on.

    There is a dog in all of us, and that dog has a nature which needs close attention. It can turn nasty, especially when anxious. But whatever its mood, it will be acting within its nature to defecate in the park whenever we take it walking there.

    And slowly the park will become impossible to take our children to. It will no longer be safe or hygienic. It will become a danger to their health and their future lives.

    Unless we do something to clean up the mess our dogs leave behind.

    I don’t know about other countries, but in the UK, it has needed a law and the threat of penalty, to persuade people to take a little plastic bag with them when they walk their dogs in the park, so that a dog’s excrement is not the result and signature of each human visit.

    Most people see the necessity for this greater show of social responsibility, but they need a regulation to ensure they practise what they know to be right.

    Thus, I think that, for the Earth to survive, for the park we inherited to remain available to us, and viable for our children, we need Government to be strong enough to regulate our natures and our behaviour on our behalf, better than we ourselves do at present. Equally, though, and just as crucially, we need to ensure that Government itself is kept sufficiently in check so that it does not abuse its powers. Of course I do not know how either of these enormous tasks might be achieved.

    However we do it, we have to establish from first principles a new balance of those two elements, the Individual and the State, new shapes for our Democracy. In the UK, the Right presently in the ascendancy hates social accountability, regulation, the State and the taxes a strong State requires, and with astonishing success is progressively destroying the achievements of several generations since the Victorian age, who sought to build a State capable of sustaining a just and civilised urban Society. The political Right of the present age are like over-indulged adolescent hoodlums stalking the main street, smashing what they can. They will fight without scruple to maintain their ascendancy by playing on our fears and prejudices. For our hope henceforward as a civilisation, we have to spurn utterly and urgently this regressive hoodlum mind-set, its hollow public-school self-assurance exhumed from the nineteenth century. We have to be willing in doing so to think and re-think radically what we are for on this Earth, and what sort of State we therefore need, what sort of powers it should have, to help us up our game and rescue our inheritance from ourselves.

     

     

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  • Resurrection

     

    You have left petals on old stones

    and memories that chase

     

    the rhythms of my blood

    and activate my bones

     

    and through my gathering shadow

    guide me.

     

    Are you re-born in me

    or have I eaten you,

     

    perforce, that I take your scent

    with me through my days

     

    and words I know are yours

    to chant and call them

     

    along lost ways

    against locked doors ?

     

    Rogan Wolf
    April 2014

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  • Word Play

     

    May words work.

    May mine

    look you in the eye

    and having found you out

    work on you right there.

    Fraud and felon play

    with words, seeking

    only to deceive and buy

    and bend you to their will.

    I must work a cleaner way

    my words releasing you

    to where you belong.

    Words must truth-tell

    sound the soul

    make us well.

     

    Rogan Wolf
    September 2013

     

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  • Fable 14 – Rome Burning

    This short piece offers a kind of action-guide for times of crisis and confusion. Here is a link to it. It proposes a system for prioritising what to do, when it seems that there are always several things that need to be done at once, and they are all clamouring for your attention. For instance, this box just here is demanding to be ticked – otherwise the heavens will fall and the Minister will sack you. But over there a fire has just now started and people are screaming for help. What do you do ?

    This is the fourteenth of sixteen essays called “Fables and Reflections.” The series has been commended by Iain McGilchrist, a psychiatrist who is also author of an important book called “The Master and His Emissary—The Divided Brain and the Making of the Western World”. This is what he has to say about the Fables : “When I wrote a book about the structure of  the brain and its influence on culture, I did not expect for one minute that it would inspire artists, poets and musicians in the way that it has. I find it deeply touching to be asked by Rogan Wolf to write a brief forward for these clever and  insightful  prose poems – for that is what they are. He feels my book provides a fitting context for them. But their beauty and the imagination that created them are all his. They are full of wisdom that we need very badly to hear. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do..”

    Each Fable takes just a few minutes to read. I am uploading them one at a time, every month or so. The idea behind this approach is that people running all day just to keep up, are more likely to read them in short doses and at intervals.

    But for those who prefer them all at once, here is a link to the sixteen together.

    The series was written in a time of pause after a working life in mental health care. But it is not specifically about mental health. In some ways it tries to offer a few sign-posts for times in which it seems particularly easy to get lost. Above all, perhaps, it explores the issue of what makes community healthy, what secures connection, how are we to live in the world in such a way that neither our neighbour nor our world suffer that we may briefly thrive ? In a sense you can say that, in exploring the constituents of community here, and at this time of strain and fragmentation, frantic materialism and crude zealotry, the series asks and discusses what are the binding and redemptive skills of true human connection, the skills of being human, the skills of love.

    The series is soon to be published in book form.

    If you find value in “Fables and Reflections”, please send word of them to people you know who you think might want to read them. You could simply pass on this blog address, or, alternatively,  I am happy to e-mail them individually as attachments to people who would find that easier. I am already doing that for some people.  I would also be happy to send hard copy versions by surface mail.  If that is your preference, just send me your address.

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  • Where in the World does Poetry Belong ?

    I run a project called “Poems for…” It  offers poem-posters free of charge for public display. Many of the poems are bilingual, with over fifty different languages represented so far. The poems go to schools and libraries and healthcare waiting rooms across the UK and in fact all over the world.

    Here below is a piece I wrote as the introduction to my very first report on “Poems for…”. It offers some general thoughts on the role of poetry in a culture where, once their schooldays are past, most people barely ever read a poem – except for times when the walls of the ordinary seems to collapse and there’s a funeral to be organised, for instance, or a love affair to navigate. I think the piece still holds good, even though it was written ages ago.

    For the project has been running since before the Millenium. During that time, it has had many funders. The UK Poetry Society was the first of these, securing some initial Lottery funding for it and providing supervision. Chris Meade was Director at the time.

    So it was the Poetry Society who received my first report, written in 1999. Its introduction reproduced here has been very slightly revised :

    “This project [initially called “Poems for the Waiting Room”] takes place against a background in which poetry as an art form appears to have regained a popularity and acceptance it has lacked since Edwardian times.

    Obviously this cannot be said without qualification. Publishers continue to find poetry books hard to sell. The Oxford University Press caused a stir a few years ago by closing down its poetry list.

    And yet some poetry sells enormously. Ted Hughes’s poetry is neither easy nor comfortable. But his last publications before he died were bestsellers.

    Here are some other random indicators for poetry’s renewed place in people’s lives : the evident popularity of the BBC programme “Poetry Please” ; the success and huge influence of “Poems on the Underground,” which has spread to bus services and even to telephone booths, and in different versions has been developed in cities across the world ; that astonishing issue of ‘The Guardian’ in the the middle of the First Gulf War, when a photograph of a lorry driver burnt to death in the desert appeared in the news pages, with a long new poem by Tony Harrison underneath ;  the research industry which recently seemed to gather round poetry in more than one university, evaluating its “therapeutic” benefits, and from time to time attracting a flood of correspondence from social workers, counsellors and similar care workers, many of them already using poetry extensively in their work, unsung and on their own account ; the wide range of organisations that now take people on as Poet in Residence and – more subjectively – the impression one has that an interest in reading and writing poetry no longer requires one to take cover in some “arty” coterie or secret isolated self, so that in more and more places and situations, there seems a new openness to poetry, perhaps even a hunger for what it can offer. Only a few years ago, the very subject caused embarrassment almost everywhere outside the class-room. Not now. No longer does poetry need be mumbled. For some reason it has re-joined the language of the main-street.

    It seems reasonable to conclude, then, that even though the public appears largely unwilling to buy it in book form, in other media poetry has begun to live and flourish again. Perhaps it is looking for a new home, a new form of delivery.

    The reasons for this resurgence of poetry as an art of the mainstream can only be guessed at.

    I should like to present some of my own ideas here, since I think they are relevant to the “Poems for the Waiting Room” project. Inevitably the ideas overlap, but I shall try to set them out as distinct items.

    First, poetry is a way of making sense of our surroundings, our emotions and how we live. Not from the detached point of view of the laboratory technician. But from the perspective of the ordinary person in the human feeling middle of it all, struggling through. Our ability to comprehend and find sufficiently meaningful our lives and environment is essential for health and well-being. But this has surely never been harder to achieve. For human beings everywhere the familiar is dissolving around us at faster and faster rate, and traditional frameworks and explanations no longer satisfy the vast majority. So, at some level, all of us are left detached and groping. And perhaps as a symptom of that lostness, people have turned again to poetry.

    But this puts poetry in an impossible position. It cannot offer explanations as such. It cannot be a philosophy or religion. Nor, in my opinion, can it “heal” in the way a treatment heals a particular condition.

    But what it can do is offer words from an ordinary human place that give shape and meaning to a common human experience. In this way it can make sense of things, serving both to validate and to bridge, both to affirm and articulate a private emotional human experience and to create a link between people who can identify with that experience. Thus, not a cure as such, but an antidote. Not a prescription, but a tapping into an essential human process, holding us together in the human community.

    Secondly, at the end of the second millennium, the average individual’s experience of self is radically different from that of any previous time. In our age as never before, we have to be continuously conscious of ourselves as members of the limitless multitude, the whole of fragile Earth’s population, the vast TV audience, the rush-hour hordes, the “Market,” the Electorate. Even while the adverts cajole us to “get away”, treat ourselves, celebrate and pamper our particularity and uniqueness, we live much of our lives and are addressed on all sides as objects en masse, recipients of one manipulative “spin” after another, customers, passengers, blank figures in the crowd. The human race has never loomed larger or more potent ; at the same time and even despite the Internet, the human individual has perhaps never felt smaller or more meaningless.

    Again, this is surely relevant to poetry and its resurgence. For, of all the arts, poetry is perhaps the most purely individual, and in finding and marshalling public words and resonant meaning for inner and private experience, it reminds us of, and can sometimes perhaps restore us to, the largeness and centrality of the individual human self. Furthermore, if the poem’s any good, it talks direct and open-hearted, whole person to whole person, I to Thou. It’s not a slick sales-patter, some overhanging cloud you have to peer behind or defend yourself against. It talks a true language. It is naked and searching for you.

    Which leads to the third and final suggestion. For the last few years politicians and philosophers have been talking much about Community, the need for mutual belonging, for the feeling and experience that there is a circle you belong to wider than your own. It can perhaps be said that the present Labour Government owes some of the strength of its position to the widespread yearning for a greater sense of social cohesiveness, in contrast to the furious materialism and anarchic self-interest of the previous two decades.

    In some strange way I believe that here too poetry has found a role. For not only does a good poem add to a sense of individual significance, it adds to a sense of connection between people, and not just between writer and reader but between everyone ; in the very act of getting through and speaking to people, it affirms our commonality at the deepest emotional level. In this sense poetry renews community every time it is recited, breaking down our separateness and desolation. So here too the present renewed interest in poetry perhaps reflects a wider yearning, in this case for connectedness.

    Other suggestions and explanations can be made and have been. What is common to the three offered here is that, assuming we are right that poetry is experiencing a renewed importance in our cultural and social life, it is doing so as a symptom of human neediness in times of enormous change and strain. It is tempting to think of poetry as some sort of cure. But this I think would be presumptuous. While I personally believe poetry actually can make things happen (pace WH Auden), at least in the sphere of the inner person, and certainly I think it can act helpfully and healingly, I hesitate to lay claims for poetry it cannot meet. Poetry can make waiting rooms more human. But it won’t turn them into treatment rooms or rescue us from the predicaments of our time.

    I would like to pass on and offer a few brief reflections on the waiting room.

    It is a truism that the pace of modern life is frantic. The waiting room is one place in the world where all of us at some point are going to have to pause for a while, like it or not. Whatever use we find for our normal franticness, it will not help us here.

    Another feature of the waiting room is that for many of us it is a place which reinforces our sense of essential powerlessness. It is the antechamber of a system we have resorted to, in whose hands we will be helpless, but whose powers we need. Our normal routines and defences have proved insufficient. We are here to some degree as supplicants.

    Furthermore, it is an impersonal place. Not just a room full of strangers, it is a room representing an organisation and a discipline whose approach to the individual is likely to take little account of him/her as a whole person, with  a familiar name and a unique history. The average health waiting room leads to a surgery where you are likely to be addressed and treated in terms of immediate presenting symptoms, of groupings, of categories.

    So the waiting room is a profoundly democratic place. Like aging and death, it levels us. It is a place of tension and anxiety but also of human potential, in which people have a chance to reflect and be enriched. And it’s a place that could do with the human touch.

    I would now like to make a point or two about the Health services I work with and where this project has been piloted and where it mostly belongs. (On the other hand, what about railway and airport waiting rooms ? What about sitting rooms in old people’s homes ? What about private sitting rooms ?). In my experience health services of all kinds are profoundly under stress, as a result not just of the demands on them – the quantity of those demands and often the intractable and scarcely bearable quality of those demands ; not just the inadequate resources, low pay, low morale, the “culture of blame” increasingly referred to by cautious politicians ; not just the unsure ethic of care which has not yet recovered from Thatcherism and remains shaky and uncertain ground from which to work. All of these things and maybe more combine to make centres of social and health care often rather difficult to approach and difficult to work with on a new idea. This is not in any way an accusatory statement, not is it an attempt to create an alibi to explain the delays there have unquestionably been in this project. It is simply to record the fact that workers of all kinds dealing on a day to day basis with much distress, inundated at the same time with continuous changes of policy in a climate of top-down management directives, waiting for disaster and to be pounced on by disaster-hungry reporters, tend increasingly to look out on the world outside their walls with dread and suspicion. Defences are up and responses are slow. A project to do with putting poetry up and about may well come as a delightful relief and opportunity for generous action and a human touch, but it is unlikely to be put on the top of an overcrowded action priority list. And, just possibly, in touching on emotions that people – to get by – cannot allow themselves to feel, it may actually be unwelcome.

    I would conclude this piece with a brief personal statement. I believe my enthusiasm for the “Poems for the Waiting Room” project is two-fold – that it truly democratises poetry, bringing it to a place where at some point every man, woman and child has to pause ; and that it can help to humanise an impersonal space in which people can feel particularly lost and at sea.

    My chief concern for the project is that there’s a danger we shall expect too much of it, that the yearning its initial success surely represents is for something greater than poetry can possibly satisfy. It is essential that we continue to choose the poems with great care for their accessibility and applicability. But even if we do, and manage to resist the temptation to put poetry up on every blank public wall, or use it to fill every possible moment of communal quiet, it is possible that the spiritual yearning from which poetry is presently benefiting, will soon move on. There is an opportunity here to make warm and honest human language count, perhaps as never before. But it is an opportunity not to be grabbed. We must grasp it, yes – but carefully, feelingly, sparingly.”

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