In all our sanctuaries we sit at risk
  • Fable 14 – Rome Burning

    This short piece offers a kind of action-guide for times of crisis and confusion. Here is a link to it. It proposes a system for prioritising what to do, when it seems that there are always several things that need to be done at once, and they are all clamouring for your attention. For instance, this box just here is demanding to be ticked – otherwise the heavens will fall and the Minister will sack you. But over there a fire has just now started and people are screaming for help. What do you do ?

    This is the fourteenth of sixteen essays called “Fables and Reflections.” The series has been commended by Iain McGilchrist, a psychiatrist who is also author of an important book called “The Master and His Emissary—The Divided Brain and the Making of the Western World”. This is what he has to say about the Fables : “When I wrote a book about the structure of  the brain and its influence on culture, I did not expect for one minute that it would inspire artists, poets and musicians in the way that it has. I find it deeply touching to be asked by Rogan Wolf to write a brief forward for these clever and  insightful  prose poems – for that is what they are. He feels my book provides a fitting context for them. But their beauty and the imagination that created them are all his. They are full of wisdom that we need very badly to hear. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do..”

    Each Fable takes just a few minutes to read. I am uploading them one at a time, every month or so. The idea behind this approach is that people running all day just to keep up, are more likely to read them in short doses and at intervals.

    But for those who prefer them all at once, here is a link to the sixteen together.

    The series was written in a time of pause after a working life in mental health care. But it is not specifically about mental health. In some ways it tries to offer a few sign-posts for times in which it seems particularly easy to get lost. Above all, perhaps, it explores the issue of what makes community healthy, what secures connection, how are we to live in the world in such a way that neither our neighbour nor our world suffer that we may briefly thrive ? In a sense you can say that, in exploring the constituents of community here, and at this time of strain and fragmentation, frantic materialism and crude zealotry, the series asks and discusses what are the binding and redemptive skills of true human connection, the skills of being human, the skills of love.

    The series is soon to be published in book form.

    If you find value in “Fables and Reflections”, please send word of them to people you know who you think might want to read them. You could simply pass on this blog address, or, alternatively,  I am happy to e-mail them individually as attachments to people who would find that easier. I am already doing that for some people.  I would also be happy to send hard copy versions by surface mail.  If that is your preference, just send me your address.

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  • Where in the World does Poetry Belong ?

    I run a project called “Poems for…” It  offers poem-posters free of charge for public display. Many of the poems are bilingual, with over fifty different languages represented so far. The poems go to schools and libraries and healthcare waiting rooms across the UK and in fact all over the world.

    Here below is a piece I wrote as the introduction to my very first report on “Poems for…”. It offers some general thoughts on the role of poetry in a culture where, once their schooldays are past, most people barely ever read a poem – except for times when the walls of the ordinary seems to collapse and there’s a funeral to be organised, for instance, or a love affair to navigate. I think the piece still holds good, even though it was written ages ago.

    For the project has been running since before the Millenium. During that time, it has had many funders. The UK Poetry Society was the first of these, securing some initial Lottery funding for it and providing supervision. Chris Meade was Director at the time.

    So it was the Poetry Society who received my first report, written in 1999. Its introduction reproduced here has been very slightly revised :

    “This project [initially called “Poems for the Waiting Room”] takes place against a background in which poetry as an art form appears to have regained a popularity and acceptance it has lacked since Edwardian times.

    Obviously this cannot be said without qualification. Publishers continue to find poetry books hard to sell. The Oxford University Press caused a stir a few years ago by closing down its poetry list.

    And yet some poetry sells enormously. Ted Hughes’s poetry is neither easy nor comfortable. But his last publications before he died were bestsellers.

    Here are some other random indicators for poetry’s renewed place in people’s lives : the evident popularity of the BBC programme “Poetry Please” ; the success and huge influence of “Poems on the Underground,” which has spread to bus services and even to telephone booths, and in different versions has been developed in cities across the world ; that astonishing issue of ‘The Guardian’ in the the middle of the First Gulf War, when a photograph of a lorry driver burnt to death in the desert appeared in the news pages, with a long new poem by Tony Harrison underneath ;  the research industry which recently seemed to gather round poetry in more than one university, evaluating its “therapeutic” benefits, and from time to time attracting a flood of correspondence from social workers, counsellors and similar care workers, many of them already using poetry extensively in their work, unsung and on their own account ; the wide range of organisations that now take people on as Poet in Residence and – more subjectively – the impression one has that an interest in reading and writing poetry no longer requires one to take cover in some “arty” coterie or secret isolated self, so that in more and more places and situations, there seems a new openness to poetry, perhaps even a hunger for what it can offer. Only a few years ago, the very subject caused embarrassment almost everywhere outside the class-room. Not now. No longer does poetry need be mumbled. For some reason it has re-joined the language of the main-street.

    It seems reasonable to conclude, then, that even though the public appears largely unwilling to buy it in book form, in other media poetry has begun to live and flourish again. Perhaps it is looking for a new home, a new form of delivery.

    The reasons for this resurgence of poetry as an art of the mainstream can only be guessed at.

    I should like to present some of my own ideas here, since I think they are relevant to the “Poems for the Waiting Room” project. Inevitably the ideas overlap, but I shall try to set them out as distinct items.

    First, poetry is a way of making sense of our surroundings, our emotions and how we live. Not from the detached point of view of the laboratory technician. But from the perspective of the ordinary person in the human feeling middle of it all, struggling through. Our ability to comprehend and find sufficiently meaningful our lives and environment is essential for health and well-being. But this has surely never been harder to achieve. For human beings everywhere the familiar is dissolving around us at faster and faster rate, and traditional frameworks and explanations no longer satisfy the vast majority. So, at some level, all of us are left detached and groping. And perhaps as a symptom of that lostness, people have turned again to poetry.

    But this puts poetry in an impossible position. It cannot offer explanations as such. It cannot be a philosophy or religion. Nor, in my opinion, can it “heal” in the way a treatment heals a particular condition.

    But what it can do is offer words from an ordinary human place that give shape and meaning to a common human experience. In this way it can make sense of things, serving both to validate and to bridge, both to affirm and articulate a private emotional human experience and to create a link between people who can identify with that experience. Thus, not a cure as such, but an antidote. Not a prescription, but a tapping into an essential human process, holding us together in the human community.

    Secondly, at the end of the second millennium, the average individual’s experience of self is radically different from that of any previous time. In our age as never before, we have to be continuously conscious of ourselves as members of the limitless multitude, the whole of fragile Earth’s population, the vast TV audience, the rush-hour hordes, the “Market,” the Electorate. Even while the adverts cajole us to “get away”, treat ourselves, celebrate and pamper our particularity and uniqueness, we live much of our lives and are addressed on all sides as objects en masse, recipients of one manipulative “spin” after another, customers, passengers, blank figures in the crowd. The human race has never loomed larger or more potent ; at the same time and even despite the Internet, the human individual has perhaps never felt smaller or more meaningless.

    Again, this is surely relevant to poetry and its resurgence. For, of all the arts, poetry is perhaps the most purely individual, and in finding and marshalling public words and resonant meaning for inner and private experience, it reminds us of, and can sometimes perhaps restore us to, the largeness and centrality of the individual human self. Furthermore, if the poem’s any good, it talks direct and open-hearted, whole person to whole person, I to Thou. It’s not a slick sales-patter, some overhanging cloud you have to peer behind or defend yourself against. It talks a true language. It is naked and searching for you.

    Which leads to the third and final suggestion. For the last few years politicians and philosophers have been talking much about Community, the need for mutual belonging, for the feeling and experience that there is a circle you belong to wider than your own. It can perhaps be said that the present Labour Government owes some of the strength of its position to the widespread yearning for a greater sense of social cohesiveness, in contrast to the furious materialism and anarchic self-interest of the previous two decades.

    In some strange way I believe that here too poetry has found a role. For not only does a good poem add to a sense of individual significance, it adds to a sense of connection between people, and not just between writer and reader but between everyone ; in the very act of getting through and speaking to people, it affirms our commonality at the deepest emotional level. In this sense poetry renews community every time it is recited, breaking down our separateness and desolation. So here too the present renewed interest in poetry perhaps reflects a wider yearning, in this case for connectedness.

    Other suggestions and explanations can be made and have been. What is common to the three offered here is that, assuming we are right that poetry is experiencing a renewed importance in our cultural and social life, it is doing so as a symptom of human neediness in times of enormous change and strain. It is tempting to think of poetry as some sort of cure. But this I think would be presumptuous. While I personally believe poetry actually can make things happen (pace WH Auden), at least in the sphere of the inner person, and certainly I think it can act helpfully and healingly, I hesitate to lay claims for poetry it cannot meet. Poetry can make waiting rooms more human. But it won’t turn them into treatment rooms or rescue us from the predicaments of our time.

    I would like to pass on and offer a few brief reflections on the waiting room.

    It is a truism that the pace of modern life is frantic. The waiting room is one place in the world where all of us at some point are going to have to pause for a while, like it or not. Whatever use we find for our normal franticness, it will not help us here.

    Another feature of the waiting room is that for many of us it is a place which reinforces our sense of essential powerlessness. It is the antechamber of a system we have resorted to, in whose hands we will be helpless, but whose powers we need. Our normal routines and defences have proved insufficient. We are here to some degree as supplicants.

    Furthermore, it is an impersonal place. Not just a room full of strangers, it is a room representing an organisation and a discipline whose approach to the individual is likely to take little account of him/her as a whole person, with  a familiar name and a unique history. The average health waiting room leads to a surgery where you are likely to be addressed and treated in terms of immediate presenting symptoms, of groupings, of categories.

    So the waiting room is a profoundly democratic place. Like aging and death, it levels us. It is a place of tension and anxiety but also of human potential, in which people have a chance to reflect and be enriched. And it’s a place that could do with the human touch.

    I would now like to make a point or two about the Health services I work with and where this project has been piloted and where it mostly belongs. (On the other hand, what about railway and airport waiting rooms ? What about sitting rooms in old people’s homes ? What about private sitting rooms ?). In my experience health services of all kinds are profoundly under stress, as a result not just of the demands on them – the quantity of those demands and often the intractable and scarcely bearable quality of those demands ; not just the inadequate resources, low pay, low morale, the “culture of blame” increasingly referred to by cautious politicians ; not just the unsure ethic of care which has not yet recovered from Thatcherism and remains shaky and uncertain ground from which to work. All of these things and maybe more combine to make centres of social and health care often rather difficult to approach and difficult to work with on a new idea. This is not in any way an accusatory statement, not is it an attempt to create an alibi to explain the delays there have unquestionably been in this project. It is simply to record the fact that workers of all kinds dealing on a day to day basis with much distress, inundated at the same time with continuous changes of policy in a climate of top-down management directives, waiting for disaster and to be pounced on by disaster-hungry reporters, tend increasingly to look out on the world outside their walls with dread and suspicion. Defences are up and responses are slow. A project to do with putting poetry up and about may well come as a delightful relief and opportunity for generous action and a human touch, but it is unlikely to be put on the top of an overcrowded action priority list. And, just possibly, in touching on emotions that people – to get by – cannot allow themselves to feel, it may actually be unwelcome.

    I would conclude this piece with a brief personal statement. I believe my enthusiasm for the “Poems for the Waiting Room” project is two-fold – that it truly democratises poetry, bringing it to a place where at some point every man, woman and child has to pause ; and that it can help to humanise an impersonal space in which people can feel particularly lost and at sea.

    My chief concern for the project is that there’s a danger we shall expect too much of it, that the yearning its initial success surely represents is for something greater than poetry can possibly satisfy. It is essential that we continue to choose the poems with great care for their accessibility and applicability. But even if we do, and manage to resist the temptation to put poetry up on every blank public wall, or use it to fill every possible moment of communal quiet, it is possible that the spiritual yearning from which poetry is presently benefiting, will soon move on. There is an opportunity here to make warm and honest human language count, perhaps as never before. But it is an opportunity not to be grabbed. We must grasp it, yes – but carefully, feelingly, sparingly.”

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  • The Cleaning of Our Streets

    I have just signed the Hacked Off Declaration of Support for the Royal Charter for Press Self-Regulation. All three political parties are committed to this interpretation of Leveson’s recommendations. The rival version is known as “Ipso” and is favoured by most of the Press, all of whose previous systems of self-regulation have been a hollow and meaningless charade. I strongly recommend to everyone who reads this piece that they should do as I have done.

    You can place your “signature” on the Hacked Off website, where you can also get more background and read other people’s views. I myself have absolutely no doubt on this subject and do not accept in any way that the issue here is one of free speech vs political control. Nothing so grand. It is a matter simply of requiring the Press to behave responsibly as citizens and not as arrogant and predatory warlords.

    But I think there are some issues of principle here that go beyond the important matter on which Hacked Off is campaigning. Perhaps it is worth trying to highlight them. Will Hutton, a journalist himself, ex-editor of “The Observer,” has helped to get me off the ground by making the following distinction in a recent article : “[In resisting the Royal Charter] the British Press does not want to be the provider of trusted information for citizens … it wants to be free to shape the square and the character of the information it supplies, with as little redress and accountability as possible. That’s not Press freedom: that is arbitrary Press power.”

    But once the essentials are set out in this way, we can see that the issue before us is not just our largely still feral and vicious Press, putting persuasion ahead of truth-telling, sales ahead of social responsibility ; more generally, it is the use and abuse of power  ; and it concerns the nature of language itself, how tangibly powerful language can be in creating or destroying trust, and hence our Society and civilisation ; and whether and with what precision our use of language – this potent element – can be made more accountable.

    When the hoodlums down at The Mail decide to do someone over, they drag the person into an alley and lay in without fear, knowing the law can’t get them because their hooliganism is “merely” verbal. Yet language can be as powerful and destructive as boot and knife. Used by hooligans, it can abuse, bruise and infect. Public discourse can becomes Roman Circus, hunting ground, blood-sport, nightmare land, shadowy figures roaming to and fro. And everywhere the honest soul shrinks, deprived of trust and hope and inspiration. Our children despair of the future and will not vote. The grey vote turns in bewilderment and outrage to false echoes of the past.

    For we are talking unrestrained hooliganism here, not “freedom of expression”. We are talking gang rule, not Press or News. Language is a main street we need to keep clean and clear and subject to civilised standards, so that truth-tellers can be heard, words properly democratic. The rule of the gang, using language to beat up, break into, intimidate, ensnare, manipulate, deceive, points to disaster for all of us. The hooligans of language need to be brought to book.

    And there are many hooligans of language. Our present problems with the Press are just one example. Our real problem is with ourselves and those we allow to represent us and hold sway. For instance, if the advertising industry must abide by an enforceable code of truth-telling, should not politicians as well ? The latter are selling a product no less than the former, with a temptation and capacity to deceive just as great, and a social responsibility even greater. The blatant and puerile Coalition lie that the international financial crash of 2008 was “all Gordon’s fault,” “all Labour’s fault,” has been astonishingly and outrageously effective ; yet it is well said that Democracy means and is measured by access to truth. Senior Coalition politicians, holders of high and ancient offices, keep repeating this lie, but every time they do so, our democracy, their standing and their right to stand as democrats or occupy those offices, is weakened and reduced. The lie matters. It is material. The unscrupulous and unworthy politician goes home at night, after his latest lie, saying, “Aha, I sold another rotten cabbage today. Aren’t I a clever and enterprising shopkeeper, deceiving my customers to my short-term advantage ? And my party stands to gain, as well.” It’s not  plaudits he should receive from his children at home, however, but their contempt and rejection. On the face of it, he and his party might seem to gain, for now. But his children are certain to lose, because in whittling yet more shavings from public trust, their father is helping to destroy his children’s inheritance and for that alone he should be arrested.

    I am not sure what is the opposite of “poison.” Let’s go with “cleanse.”  I experience language as something as vital as earth and air, as central to human being as those two elements. Therefore it matters pressingly and tangibly how language is used. It is a matter of survival. It is a matter of survival that we demand and ensure that the language of our public discourse and public servants is cleansing, not poisonous, that our streets are kept clean. Presently our streets are running over with poison.

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  • Fable 13 – Jason’s Sermon from a Ledge

    This short piece examines the topic of ever-accelerating change which we as a race have brought upon ourselves with our science and ingenuity, creating whole new worlds in ever quicker succession. It questions whether this acceleration we have released is manageable, even survivable. A character called Jason is the speaker. He has appeared in some of the earlier Fables, wandering a hot, prickly and glamorous landscape. Now, after a prodigious feat of strength, he makes tumultuous change the subject of his farewell address. Here is a link to the piece.

    This is the thirteenth of sixteen essays called “Fables and Reflections.” The series has been commended by Iain McGilchrist, a psychiatrist who is also author of an important book called “The Master and His Emissary—The Divided Brain and the Making of the Western World”. Here is what he has to say about the Fables : “When I wrote a book about the structure of  the brain and its influence on culture, I did not expect for one minute that it would inspire artists, poets and musicians in the way that it has. I find it deeply touching to be asked by Rogan Wolf to write a brief forward for these clever and  insightful  prose poems – for that is what they are. He feels my book provides a fitting context for them. But their beauty and the imagination that created them are all his. They are full of wisdom that we need very badly to hear. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do..”

    Each Fable takes just a few minutes to read. I am uploading them one at a time, every month or so. The idea behind this approach is that people running all day just to keep up, are more likely to read them in short doses and at intervals.

    But for those who prefer them all at once, here is a link to the sixteen together.

    The series was written in a time of pause after a working life in mental health care. But it is not specifically about mental health. In some ways it tries to offer a few sign-posts for times in which it seems particularly easy to get lost. Above all, perhaps, it explores the issue of what makes community healthy, what secures connection, how are we to live in the world in such a way that neither our neighbour nor our world suffer that we may briefly thrive ? In a sense you can say that, in exploring the constituents of community here, and at this time of strain and fragmentation, frantic materialism and crude zealotry, the series asks and discusses what are the binding and redemptive skills of true human connection, the skills of being human, the skills of love.

    The series is soon to be published in book form.

    If you find value in “Fables and Reflections”, please send word of them to people you know who you think might want to read them. You could simply pass on this blog address, or, alternatively,  I am happy to e-mail them individually as attachments to people who would find that easier. I am already doing that for some people.  I would also be happy to send hard copy versions by surface mail.  If that is your preference, just send me your address.

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  • Dawn by Lampshade

    It’s good to be up in the mornings just before the sky begins to turn. It’s a bit like a huge lampshade, stretched very tight all round. The lamp-switch is one of those fade-on fade-off ones, and the bulb has come on very dim and lovely, no obvious colour yet, no reds or greens, still just darkness edging on deep purple, but the lamp shade glowing slightly almost everywhere, or thinning, or stretching tighter, so it is a kind of slightly glowing purple now, second by second becoming deep blue-grey. The birds like these moments too. The blackbird has just said so. Always like this bit, it said. Here I am again, astonished, and just look what’s around.

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  • Thank God for the Bishops

    I am writing this piece soon after Vincent Nichols declared that the UK Government’s changes to the benefit system are “punitive” and a “disgrace.” Two strong words quietly spoken by a man about to be appointed Cardinal by the Pope.  Since then, twenty-seven Anglican bishops and sixteen other clergy have followed suit, accusing the Tory-led coalition Government of creating, through its policies, hardship and hunger among very large numbers of people living here on these Islands. The sixteen non-Anglicans include Quakers and Methodists.

    But the Government’s answer has been remarkably blithe. The Roman Catholic Vincent Nichols and his Anglican, Methodist and Quaker colleagues are simply wrong or are exaggerating, say its two front men, Cameron the Tory and Clegg the Liberal Democrat. On the contrary, in deliberately allowing Want to wash back over the weakened flood-defences of the Welfare State, our welly-shod, deer-hunting, ex-Etonian Prime Minister claims to be restoring “Hope.”

    There is no question in my mind that Nichols and his colleagues are right in what they say. Unlike the Government apologists, they are speaking from a place of reality and integrity. Their information is accurate and they are drawing correct conclusions from it. And they are right and dutiful in urging the Government against continuing down this path. Further, they are not talking here as politicians toeing some prescribed party line in well-drilled chorus, party functionaries and creatures. Each has separately and independently come to the same conclusion, based on a common reality each has been faced with, and so they have chosen to speak out as a group. It underlines the urgency and authority of their truth as expert witnesses who have integrity. They speak the truth for us all. They are “whistle-blowers”. They describe not just uncivilised behaviour by instruments of the State, leading to degrading living conditions for many of our fellow-citizens, our neighbours ; they describe a situation which disgraces all of us, since all of us are party to it. Our nation is being de-civilised by privileged hooligans whom we have allowed to act for us as our leaders.

    For, just as I am sure that Nichols and his colleagues are truth-tellers, so I am sure that Cameron and his are not. And as the former are acting here as true leaders of a whole nation, speaking for its and our integrity as a people, Cameron and Clegg et al are just propagandists for a clan and a dogma, speaking only for an elite and self-serving minority group, for whom these truths and this truth-telling are simply irrelevant. Let’s just bat the Truth away and put our gloss in its place. The unregulated and disreputable right-wing Press will support our lie. The gloss suits all of us better.

    It matters not a jot to these politicians and their supporters that in their spinning they deny the integrity of the Bishops and the lived experience of the thousands of fellow-citizens for whom the Bishops speak. Like dishonest grocers, they measure success not by clean sale but achieved deceit.

    For this is not just disagreement. It is a lack of interest in truth and fact on the part of those in power. It involves a slick yet brutish dismissal of the expertise and integrity of the truth-teller.

    And this confuses me to the core. All of us, surely, were brought up to believe that telling the truth is somehow the right thing to do, an end in itself. An interest in language – I am still naïve enough to believe – assumes an interest in words as a means of bearing and telling the truth. What else are words for ? When I get really excited, I say that truth-telling is worth dying for. Democracy, Community and Civilisation would die without it.

    But look at what has happened here. The truth-tellers have been told simply to run along and play.

    Granted, no cross or stake for them, no death in flames, no firing squad. But no notice taken, either, no listening, no apparent embarrassment or human concern. The conditions they complain of will continue. The spin to justify those conditions will carry on spinning. Should we give up truth-telling then ? Shall we stop bovvering ?  Shall we revert to grunting ?

    Should elections in future be just grunt contests ?

    Prime Minister, in the interests of journalistic balance, could you give us your grunt on the government’s latest attack on the poor and disabled of this country, your country ? Your re-election will depend on the slickness and smoothness of your grunt, how briefly warmed it makes your listeners feel.

    At present there is no discernible difference between the talk of dishonest grocers aimed at making a crooked sale through the spinning of illusion, and the talk of this nation’s elected political leaders.

    I finish with this imaginary picture. It is evening. People subdued after a very long and hard day’s work, after a fraught journey home, are converging on the supermarket, forming a weary queue. Suddenly, they see someone gaunt and fragile being dragged round the corner by a bunch of roughs and rude-boys, very expensively dressed. The shoppers quickly turn back to compiling their shopping lists. They know what’s going to happen next, round the corner and in the shadows, and they don’t want to think about it. “I bet that person deserves all that’s coming,” say one or two to themselves, uneasily.

    Is that imaginary picture a just description of our present society ? I believe it is and I am ashamed.

    Thank God for the Bishops.

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  • The Raging Hawk

    I run a creative writing workshop each fortnight in a psychiatric in-patient unit in Brent and always cycle there and back. One part of the route runs alongside the Grand Union canal, another part the Thames between Hammersmith and Wandsworth.

    On my way home one evening, just below Hammersmith Bridge, still in day-light, tide very low, a whole community of different birds at their evening work along the mud banks, I saw two largish birds flying fast towards me from across the river, one behind the other.

    The first was a pigeon, quite clear. Then I saw the second, close behind. And heard the sound it made, a fierce, harsh shriek, repetitive. It was a large hawk, its breast flecked, a sparrow hawk perhaps.

    London life carried on around me, quiet here. The odd cyclist sharing the path with me. A photographer mooning around, checking riverside compositions.

    The pigeon, quite close now, wheeled sharply and flew very fast away downstream along the near bank, the hawk still after it, shrieking. I was astonished this was happening – and here. I was astonished to be here too, to witness this, and I followed on my bike.

    They were further away now, about 100 yards eastward and suddenly the pigeon was down and the hawk too, both on the mud on the water’s edge. “A hawk has just killed a pigeon over there !” I exclaimed to a woman cyclist riding the other way. I pointed downriver.  “A what ?” she answered, but didn’t stop or turn to look.

    Then I saw some crows hopping over for a piece of the hawk’s kill. It lunged at them to drive them off. They cringed away. Then came hopping back and it lunged again. Suddenly the pigeon was up and flying on, desperately, back across the river. Not a kill after all. Perhaps it recovered.

    And now the hawk really seemed just to lose its rag. Can that happen ? Can hawks be angry ?  It didn’t follow the pigeon. It went for the crows.  Then menaced a small group of ducks. And then was up in the air again pursuing a startled sea-gull.

    I was closer now. The photographer was quite close too, but looking outward, not in at the river and he was missing everything of this. “There’s a large hawk over the river .” I said to him. “It’s hunting. I think it’s a sparrow hawk”.

    “Really ?” he said, but just politely, not energised. “I’ll look out for it.” But he walked off towards Hammersmith, away from the raging hawk.

    I stopped at a pub a short distance downriver. The hawk was still raging, still visible, throwing itself around the sky, lunging at one creature after another. But then at last it disappeared over a roof-top.

    I tried to tell my story to an attractive young woman serving behind the bar. But my words went nowhere. She smiled kindly at me. “You must have had a lovely afternoon,” she said.

     

     

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  • Fable 12 – Jason Compares Place A with Place B

    This short piece is an allegory. Here is a link to it. It compares opposing ways of life, or mind-sets, or brain hemispheres. Place A is a fortress defending its inhabitants from reality and truth. Place B is wide open to these things and paralysed in consequence. While Place B seems more human than Place A, neither can be looked to for rescue. A Lear-like ordeal in the storm is our only hope for renewal and survival.

    This is the twelfth of sixteen essays called “Fables and Reflections.” Each Fable takes just a few minutes to read. I am uploading them one at a time, every month or so. The idea behind this approach is that people running all day just to keep up, are more likely to read them in short doses and at intervals.

    But for those who prefer them all at once, here is a link to the sixteen together.

    The series was written in a time of pause after a working life in mental health care. But it is not specifically about mental health. In some ways it tries to offer a few sign-posts for times in which it seems particularly easy to get lost. Above all, perhaps, it explores the issue of what makes community healthy, what secures connection, how are we to live in the world in such a way that neither our neighbour nor our world suffer that we may briefly thrive ? In a sense you can say that, in exploring the constituents of community here, and at this time of strain and fragmentation, frantic materialism and crude zealotry, the series asks and discusses what are the binding and redemptive skills of true human connection, the skills of being human, the skills of love.

    The series is soon to be published in book form.

    If you find value in “Fables and Reflections”, please send word of them to people you know who you think might want to read them. You could simply pass on this blog address, or, alternatively,  I am happy to e-mail them individually as attachments to people who would find that easier. I am already doing that for some people.  I would also be happy to send hard copy versions by surface mail.  If that is your preference, just send me your address.

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