In all our sanctuaries we sit at risk
  • WHERE ONE IS THE OTHER MUST BE

     

    This England

    this Bling land

     

    this Bling and Buy Land

    this Hack and Spy Land

     

    this Try a Lie Land

    this Me and My Land

     

    We’re all in this together

    in Me and Mine Land.

     

    What price the soul

    in Buy and Lie Land,

     

    my lord ?

    “Price ?

     

    The soul ? Ah yes.

    The sole’s a kind of fish

     

    I point at once a year

    before my darling

     

    orcish cameras

    to show the plebs their plaice

     

    and my dynamic qualities

    as Prime Minister.

     

    My sole is sought

    my sole is caught

     

    my sole is bought

    at the lowest price

     

    and in a trice

    and tastes so nice

     

    when ridden out

    on an old police horse…”

     

                    Rogan Wolf, August 2014

     

    The above harangue is part of a much longer poem I have now produced which can be read here. It is based on John Skelton’s wonderful work “Speak, Parrot.” I intend soon to recite/perform the poem on film and put that online as well.

    Skelton is generally regarded as the greatest English poet of the fifteenth century. He lived in the reign of Henry Eighth (and in fact had been Henry’s tutor while the latter was still prince). For me, “Speak Parrot” is his greatest poem.

    My version is in three parts. The first is an almost direct translation of Skelton’s initial stanzas (in strict rhyme royal), putting them into modern English and modern English conditions.

    The second part travels a further distance from Skelton’s text, though I have selected particular lines from his middle sections and quoted them directly. I have also tried to keep close to the spirit of what he was saying. Most of it continues the rhyme royal format and that part is my favourite of the whole poem. But it ends with the quasi-Skeltonic doggerel quoted above.

    The third part returns to rhyme royal but is entirely my own and is even more particular to present times and individuals than the above few lines. Galathea has persuaded me, more effectively than she did Skelton, to speak “true and plain.” But again, I am writing in the spirit of what I believe Skelton was fighting for. In his “Speak, Parrot” poem, he is of course saying that, while sounding off against ill-doing and abuse of power is a necessity, a requirement for health, both individual and communal, so it is also difficult and even on occasion dangerous. He makes a game of hints and allusions throughout the poem, as gradually he is persuaded to name more clearly the Beast of his time. He ducks and weaves. He builds up his statement, his attack, through hint and allusion, with his rhyme royal stanzas marching along in stately fashion, and his references and truisms often spraying out like arrows from between stanzas, like archers hopping out from behind the phalanxes.

    But while he is playful in these games, his playing is dead serious. He needs a hearing and also support. He looks to the classics and to scripture for his authority. He teases but also woos and educates his audience. He prepares his dangerous way.

    Carrying his truth, Skelton advances behind the screen of his protecting strategies, like Birnan Wood on Dunsinane, where Macbeth is waiting for the reckoning. Just so, in my version, I advance behind Skelton. He is my Birnan Wood, but also my mentor, my guide, my authority.

    Skelton’s Beast was Cardinal Wolsey, who had accrued and for a few years held a dangerous amount of unaccountable power over large areas of England’s life, both temporal and spiritual, during a time of immense and bewildering upheaval and unrest. But as upheavals come and go, so Beasts change, however much the lust for and abuse of power seem pretty constant through the centuries. So the Beast and Beast’s creatures whom I fear to name are different from those of Skelton’s day.

    But ultimately I think the poem is about more than speaking out and truth-telling and individual ill-doing. It asks what sort of lives we want to lead, what sort of Society to live in ; and what altars should we worship at – those of God or Mammon, love or hate, grace or greed ? And what sort of world do we want to leave our children ? The followers of Baal burned their children, to assuage his wroth. We show every sign of being willing to burn our children too, for the sake of our own greed and fear and comfort.

    I think the poem is topical, urgently so.

    As far as I can tell, the title of this post – “Where One is the Other must be” – comes originally from descriptions of the Christian Eucharist, that can be found on the Internet. I saw the phrase in the Summer of this year hung in upper case at the eastern end of Uppsala Cathedral in Sweden, above the high altar. It was part of a commissioned art work by Mats Hjelm, in turn part of a Swedish exhibition called “Heaven is Here.” http://www.himlenarhar.se/?lang=en

    I have used the phrase repeatedly in my version of the Skelton poem. For Life and Soul, (he set out the phrase in both Latin and Greek), belong together and without One the Other is not. It is possible to live as a human being as if without soul – by mere calculation, or by mere drowning franticness. But we destroy life in doing so, in all senses, and we are running out of time. Where One is, the Other must be.

    Soon after returning from Sweden, I noted another telling phrase that included the word “Other”, acting as an uncomfortable counter-point, or gargoyle outside the cathedral door. It appeared in a Guardian feature article by Roxane Gay, dated September 2nd. She was writing about the recent hacking and publishing of previously private images of female celebrities in the nude. This of course was an action taken by people separated from soul. Because the celebrities were women, because they were therefore Other to predatory and sorry males, and because Other is Fair Game, Gay cogently argued, the thieves and hackers who committed this crime felt they had a right to steal the women’s privacy from them and offer them up as male masturbation material. The women had been made mere objects for Me and Mine. The phrase was at the head of her article : “There is always danger in being an Other.”

    And we are all, finally, an Other to some one. Each of us is One. Each of us, simultaneously, is Other.

     

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  • The Night Before

    I wonder when the point of exhaustion is reached, north of the border. By now, most people know what they will vote tomorrow and many have anyway already voted, casting their die. But some there will be who even now don’t know and may be agonising tonight. They may be the best of all the participants, refusing simplification, exploring all aspects. living the quandary. “The best lack all conviction.” I wish I could sit with them.

    I began by enjoying the intensity and vigour of the arguments. I end by suspecting this whole business is a con, a terrible irrelevance and red herring, a diversion and waste of good energy.

    We are faced as a race with terrible predicaments, brought on not just by our flawed nature but by our genius. But we don’t know what we do in making the world we have made. We don’t know what to do with us or it, with the future that threatens us, with the Earth we threaten. We are desperate for the answers. We grope around for them.

    And yes, the line the “effing Tories” take is a pathological disaster, the obvious response to difficult conditions, but the worst. Compete in preference to co-operate, measure your worth by the size or quantity of your possessions compared to those of your neighbour, cut back on government, cut back on tax, cut back on community, on libraries, on Legal Aid,  on quality, cut back on truth-telling, screw the poor, punish the vulnerable, fear the foreigner. Hooligan and useless answers to our predicaments. A pathological and to a degree an infantile response to things as they are. Things as they are demand the best of our humanity, not this wicked nineteenth century old hat from the southern shires. Things as they are demand co-operation, creativity and adulthood such as humanity has never shown before.

    So small wonder a good half of the Scots want clear of the English, who persist in succumbing to these puerile, oppressive, anti-social philosophies and practices.

    But will a re-building of Hadrian’s Wall secure their escape ?  It will not. It is just another distraction, as useless as the Tories’ own pernicious pie-in-the-sky. “Independence” secures nothing. It merely absorbs great energy, far better used for real solutions.

    I believe this whole and evermore fractious debate has been a huge – and merely destructive – misuse and diversion of generous energy. Whatever the decision, the main result will be a nation split. Tomorrow Scotland may have split from England. But tonight, Scotland itself is split in half, dismantled, distracted.

    And, in consequence, further than ever from finding real solutions to the real questions facing all of us – how to shape and harness, nurture and restrain human nature, so that we as a race can live in the world without destroying it and us. Tonight, we on these small islands, on the northwestern edge of Europe, discussing ever greater fragmentation, are surely further than ever from the answers.

     

     

     

     

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  • The Scottish Referendum : odd thoughts

    The campaign has not just energised Scots and many more – it will surely have embittered many, too. How will Scotland fare once the decision is made and the “sides” stand back from the barricades, the losers looking at the winners in the eye ? Will they help each other put the barricades away ?

    This bullying talk about money in the last few days does not sound right or even relevant to me. The importance of the decision does not rest with money. It’s a bogey being used and is not helpful to either cause. Scotland sounds to be economically viable whatever way the decision goes.

    The cause of Scottish Independence is precious to many people all over Scotland, a preciousness that has nothing to do with money. It has helped to keep languages alive – Gaelic, Shetlandic. It keeps people alive to roots and history and – if not to who they are – then to the wonder and specialness of how they got here. But does a creative and healthy sense and valuing of individuality and difference require actual severance ?

    What does Independence really mean ? That for me is the trouble. It doesn’t seem to mean anything of real substance. It doesn’t mean protection from Right Wing Free Marketeers from the south, neither Thatcher nor Cameron nor Johnson, nor Murdoch, nor Merkel, nor the global markets. That is delusion, however understandable. Just as you can’t change an idea by bombing it, neither can you change it by building a wall in front of it. You can only change it by engaging with it, finding, proving, making it wrong, dispelling it, leaving it behind.

    Above all and essentially, Independence means the building of a frontier and dividing line where there wasn’t one before. On this side of a frontier is One ; on that side of the frontier is Other. All too easily and quickly that becomes Us this side, Them that ; and next comes Friend this, Enemy that. Not always, of course. As someone has pointed out, Eire created a frontier some decades ago and more peace followed than had existed before. But there was war before, in Ireland. There is no war here.

    We have too many frontiers already, too much Strangeness and Otherness. Yes, we need to know who we are, where we stand, what we mean, what signify, our unique and separate value. But fences and separation don’t ultimately help with that. They can help drag enemies apart but no more than that. More complex answers and solutions are needed for our modern uncertainties, and they have far more chance of being successful if we reach for them collectively.

    Or, thinking down the opposite route, why not go the whole hog ? Divide Mercia from Northumbria, East Anglia from Wessex ? Lets rush backwards for comfort’s sake and cover the country with defensive dykes and sentries and castle keeps…

    And with Scotland divided and safe from England, it’s only natural for Mercia, Northumbria, East Anglia and Wessex to separate from the EU, since separation and division are what we like ; they make us feel safe.

    In reality, they just add to our danger. They are an illusory change and only distract us from the real and far more significant changes we need to make.

     

     

     

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  • Fable Sixteen – The Fatal Allure of Fundamentalism

    This short piece examines the topic of fundamentalism and offers some thoughts on its origins in human nature and behaviour. The piece opposes any notion that fundamentalism is limited to religious faith, or – for that matter – that false or idolatrous worship is limited to issues associated with religion. But there are principles that are common. Here is a link to the piece.

    This is the sixteenth and last of a collection of essays called “Fables and Reflections.” The series has been commended by Iain McGilchrist, a psychiatrist who is also author of an important book called “The Master and His Emissary—The Divided Brain and the Making of the Western World”. This is what he has to say about the Fables : “When I wrote a book about the structure of  the brain and its influence on culture, I did not expect for one minute that it would inspire artists, poets and musicians in the way that it has. I find it deeply touching to be asked by Rogan Wolf to write a brief forward for these clever and  insightful  prose poems – for that is what they are. He feels my book provides a fitting context for them. But their beauty and the imagination that created them are all his. They are full of wisdom that we need very badly to hear. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do..”

    Each Fable takes just a few minutes to read. I have been uploading them one at a time, every month or so. The idea behind this approach is that people running all day just to keep up, are more likely to read them in short doses and at intervals.

    But for those who prefer them all at once, here is a link to the sixteen together.

    The series was written in a time of pause after a working life in mental health care. But it is not specifically about mental health. In some ways it tries to offer a few sign-posts for times in which it seems particularly easy to get lost. Above all, perhaps, it explores the issue of what makes community healthy, what secures connection, how are we to live in the world in such a way that neither our neighbour nor our world suffer that we may briefly thrive ? In a sense you can say that, in exploring the constituents of community here, and at this time of strain and fragmentation, frantic materialism and crude zealotry, the series asks and discusses what are the binding and redemptive skills of true human connection, the skills of being human, the skills of love.

    The series is soon to be published in book form.

    If you find value in “Fables and Reflections”, please send word of them to people you know who you think might want to read them. You could simply pass on this blog address, or, alternatively,  I am happy to e-mail them as attachments to people who would find that easier. I am already doing that for some people.  I would also be happy to send hard copy versions by surface mail.  If that is your preference, just send me your address.

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  • Diary of a Time-Traveller

    Morning, first thing.  Before packing and leaving, I booked some train tickets online, for another journey due in a week‘s time. I hate and still fumble at dealing online. I feel lonely and a bit panicky in the whole robotical procedure, with the pretend friendliness and informality of the words onscreen only adding to my disorientation. Will I disappear down some cyber precipice ? Or fall for some small-type cyber-trick, luring me into spending extra on something which I don’t need at all and will merely add to some senior manager‘s unearned bonus ? I journey deep into robot cyber-space as I click on this and that and record my private details. When the process is over, I feel lucky to have escaped back to Earth and my own human skin. Or have I ?

    A few minutes afterwards, I receive an email from the Trainline people. “Great News !” it begins. Great news ? Have I been randomly selected to receive some comfortable pension until I die ? Have the Israelis stopped killing Palestinian children ? Has Cameron offered yet another phoney apology to the cameras, on the advice of his spin doctors ? “I’m terribly sorry for being such a jolly nice chap that I gave my close friend the criminal and liar Andy.orc a second chance.”  No, the great news is that my train journey booking has just been registered ! I am apparently overjoyed. Great news ! I dance click click all over the room.

    Midday.  Motor-way service station half way up England. It is a multiple franchise, a whole circle of retail outlets, some of them with big names, clustered round a central atrium full of café tables and seats. But what about acoustics ? Did the architects forget about securing our ear-drums, in their concern for emptying our purses ? The amplified voices of around a hundred travellers, many of them children, bounce around the domed roof, accompanied by frantic vacuous music over the PA system. Instantly, we decide that we need to grab some sandwiches, have a quick pee and then out, fast.

    At the till, a cashier delivers her question, “do you need a bag ?” For the nth time that day. Then she hisses something very intense sideways to a colleague at the second till. They are both probably still teenagers. “Do you need a bag ?” asks her companion, addressing the customer in front of her, before hissing sideways back.

    Escape with sandwiches and hurry to the gents. In the men’s urinal, I pee to the same frantic loud music as out in the foyer, only even louder here, as the speakers are closer. Then there’s a sudden furious roar behind me as someone starts to dry their hands under the dryer. It’s like a jet engine starting up. Then another starts.

    Hurry out through the atrium – that shriek machine and echo-chamber, those market hooks, lures and shoddy, useless knick-knacks – and into the car park. Head for the car, on high alert for other escapees around the car-park, who have started driving away before us. Return to the relative peace of motorway speeds.

    All the above is plain reportage and it happened in one day, exactly as described. In a sense, though, it is also all happening all the time.

    Conclusion.

    I propose that the above succession of small incidents in a single day of inland travel offers an indication that our way of life is out of hand and heading (at motorway speeds and deservedly) for utter breakdown across a broad front.

    Perhaps I should add that the end of this particular day offered more sanity to us travellers than the earlier parts. We arrived in working countryside in the north of England, real fields, real harvest, real tractors – and the slower pace and greater quiet associated with those things. It was a calm and balmy evening and a woman, perhaps lonely, was watering her lush garden, guarded by a rather lovely setter dog. A cyclist was out alone in the lanes, riding fast, feeling the evening air on his skin, under those huge skies, getting back in touch with self and other.

    That evening, in that place, was productive of the following thought. How about, after the referendum on Scottish Independence, we hold a referendum on whether or not the North of England should be self-governing as well ? The people smile at you up here, as if you are human. They have manners. It feels a bit like a foreign country, not having supported the Coalition Government to any significant degree, nor having benefited from it at all. On the contrary. The whole area seems to be altogether more sane and more civilised than the constituencies further south.

    And then what about Cornwall ? What reason has Cornwall to remain part of the United Kingdom ?

    And having got this far, let’s export this foreigner-making principle and suggest de-uniting the United States of America, for instance, turning all those states into separate countries, each with its own frontier, closely guarded with armed drones, barbed wire and bayonets. Why not ? Let’s really promote this idea.

    Or take it further in other ways. For instance, how about every street in every nation becoming a separate country ? All those lovely frontiers, closely guarded with armed drones, barbed wire and bayonets ?

    Actually I live in a Close, not a street. About thirty people live there, all ages and several ethnicities. We of the Close have been inspired by the Scots who want to say yes and – equally sick of Davey-boy and his horrible crew of Oxfordshire hooligans, toffs, liars, tax-dodgers and persecutors of the poor – we want to say yes as well. And for  months now, at nights, I have been creating a frontier around our Close, using a tenon saw. I am sawing us into separation and very soon now I’ll have finished. And then we’ll push the severed Close on wheels to the Wandle, a mighty rolling stream that passes nearby, and we’ll launch the Close onto the waters and sail it down to where the Wandle disgorges into the Thames, beside the Wandsworth Council public tip ; and thereafter we’ll head for the Thames Estuary and onwards, east to the North Sea, hoping then to be swept north by the tides, following the route of the Spanish Armada. And after that, we shall apply to join the EU and will buy a few fireworks with which to defend our national integrity.

    Easy. As easy as joining UKIP, As easy as blowing bubbles.

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  • Fable 15 – Jane Smith Goes to the Doctor

    This short piece explores the experience of being trapped in a category. Here is a link to it. In this case, the category is a medical one, medicine being a benevolent discipline which means only well. Yet still it can be painful and debilitating to be put in a box, even a benevolent one, and coping strategies are needed. The piece becomes a short reflection on what is fact, how to establish fact and how to preserve it.

    This is the fifteenth of sixteen essays called “Fables and Reflections.” The series has been commended by Iain McGilchrist, a psychiatrist who is also author of an important book called “The Master and His Emissary—The Divided Brain and the Making of the Western World”. This is what he has to say about the Fables : “When I wrote a book about the structure of  the brain and its influence on culture, I did not expect for one minute that it would inspire artists, poets and musicians in the way that it has. I find it deeply touching to be asked by Rogan Wolf to write a brief forward for these clever and  insightful  prose poems – for that is what they are. He feels my book provides a fitting context for them. But their beauty and the imagination that created them are all his. They are full of wisdom that we need very badly to hear. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do..”

    Each Fable takes just a few minutes to read. I am uploading them one at a time, every month or so. The idea behind this approach is that people running all day just to keep up, are more likely to read them in short doses and at intervals.

    But for those who prefer them all at once, here is a link to the sixteen together.

    The series was written in a time of pause after a working life in mental health care. But it is not specifically about mental health. In some ways it tries to offer a few sign-posts for times in which it seems particularly easy to get lost. Above all, perhaps, it explores the issue of what makes community healthy, what secures connection, how are we to live in the world in such a way that neither our neighbour nor our world suffer that we may briefly thrive ? In a sense you can say that, in exploring the constituents of community here, and at this time of strain and fragmentation, frantic materialism and crude zealotry, the series asks and discusses what are the binding and redemptive skills of true human connection, the skills of being human, the skills of love.

    The series is soon to be published in book form.

    If you find value in “Fables and Reflections”, please send word of them to people you know who you think might want to read them. You could simply pass on this blog address, or, alternatively,  I am happy to e-mail them individually as attachments to people who would find that easier. I am already doing that for some people.  I would also be happy to send hard copy versions by surface mail.  If that is your preference, just send me your address.

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  • I See Everywhere the False

     

    I see everywhere the false, the masked,

    the sleek and hollow,

    the bought and the creatured.

     

    Their words twist the wind

    tug at my mind

    and steal from me

    the hymns of my life

    the sacred.

     

    True words die

    the moment

    they pass between

    these creatures’ teeth.

     

    Humanity is on the run.

    It has taken cover.

    How can we survive

    this empire of the creature

    and the lie ?

     

                                                    Rogan Wolf
                                                    July 2014

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  • Did someone turn the lights off ?

    Last week-end, on Saturday 21st, mid-summer’s day, there was a demonstration in London involving 50,000 people. They were demonstrating against the “austerity cuts” of the UK’s Coalition Government. The police reported no arrests. It started just outside the BBC’s Broadcasting House and finished just outside the Houses of Parliament, two places closely associated with free speech and accountability, essential elements of a living democracy.

    The word “demonstration” means literally “a showing.”  But a “showing” can only be truly accomplished if it is seen. There have to be witnesses present who broadcast reliably what was before their eyes. Then there has to be an audience available who want to listen and understand.

    By that measure, the event on mid-summer’s day almost never happened, whatever those 50,000 people must have felt and seen and heard, whatever their reasons for being there under the mid-summer sun. For no newspaper except The Guardian seems to have reported the demonstration. And the BBC seemed to have been looking away from its own doorstep. How ? Why ? What is happening at the BBC ?

    (A short and rather scant film without commentary went up on the BBC London website some time during the following day for a few hours, almost as if in apology. Here is the link : http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-london-27962963 But I think my question is still valid. What is happening at the BBC ? Et tu, Brute ?)

    A demonstration of 50,000 people in the capital is an event that matters across the nation. But it is possible that this failure to report it matters even more, its implications dire. The demonstration was a protest against disgraceful things being done to the poorest and most vulnerable members of our Society, by our own government, with our apparent assent. We need to address and face up to what is being done to our own people. This lack of notice by the media leaves them yet further cast out.

    Thank you, The Guardian. Here was an example of a genuinely Free Press doing its work, recording and publishing issues that matter to us all. The work looks to be getting lonely.

    Here are some links to more of the Free Press, doing lonely good work on behalf of our integrity :

    http://diaryofabenefitscrounger.blogspot.co.uk/2014/06/open-letter-to-bbc.html

     http://mikesivier.wordpress.com/2014/06/21/bbc-and-press-ignore-massive-demonstration-against-austerity-in-london/

    And here is some short film of the event, I assume taken by a bystander : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrwt_bcKmYI

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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